"be a student not a critic"
it's something i think i've naturally tried to live out since i was 17 or 18... maybe even earlier in broader contexts.
i hope i can stay that way. every once in a while as i get all old... i sense the critic sneaking into my life. but i want to fight hard to stay the student i've always been.
because i would be a whole lot dumber if i had been a critic instead of a student all these years.
i can't even imagine all the great stuff i would have missed if i had been criticizing instead of learning.
i think this really comes down to pride for most of us. if i can stay humble, then i can probably stay a student.
but if pride takes over - that's when i'm tempted to be a critic. because i think i'm better, smarter, wiser, than the other ... therefore, i can't possibly have anything to learn from that.
what an awful way to live.
i have tried to live my life with an attitude of:
i want to learn from anybody or anything at any time and anywhere.
that's my goal and i hope i can always live that way.
i hope that even when i see, hear, experience stuff that is 95% awful... i can be a student and learn from the other 5%.
i'm not too good for it.
and i certainly never want to be a critic. somebody stop me if i turn into one.