saddest summary of a life

“The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.” Mike Foster  

i am NOT gonna let that be me. God willing. with all the control i have over it that will NOT be the summary of my life.

it might be = "did a lot of stupid stuff, took too many risks, and died poor." but that's cool with me.

the former summary is not cool with me at all.