there's writing... and then there's writing

i really love to write.

but as i've said before, i really love to write WHAT i want to write WHEN i want to write.

i have been cranking out research papers this semester at an insane pace. i enjoy it at the beginning, but because i don't have adequate time to put into it, i am hating it by the end of the paper.
sometimes i don't even feel like reading my own finished product.

i'm genuinely hoping this doesn't make me fall out of love with writing.